Book Reviews
Thanks so much to Stephanie Sorrel for this incredible review!  It means so much to me that my book hit home for her and many others!
              -Leif Gregersen
on February 12, 2015
Through the Withering storm, Leif Gregerson
The Canadian author, Leif has written a searingly honest portrayal of his struggle with bipolar disorder from the ages of 14-20 years old. His writing is both intelligent and erudite and, despite his landing in psychiatric institutions throughout these years for reckless and sometimes violent behaviour, his descriptions are reflective rather than condemning. Set in the1980s, the lack of understanding of his condition was far from it is now. I was struck by his sheer determination and persistence Leif had at holding down a job, despite being mentally and emotionally destabalised by his condition. Although his burning ambition is to be an air cadet and most of the time gets brilliant marks in his studies, his honesty in admitting he has an illness lets him down. His jobs range from being a truck driver, to delivering pizzas, working in garages, stacking shelves and I found myself admiring his sheer determination and will in the midst of a corrosive illness. In short, Leif never gives up, at least not without a fight.
Although his mother is in and out of psychiatric care throughout these formative years, he is able to admire her courage and the vast reservoir of her intellect. Additionally, his father, an alcoholic can be merciless and frustrated by his son’s reckless behaviour, yet still supports him as best as he can. There is nothing self pitying or maudlin in this autobiography only a, admirable will which runs through the bedrock of his life to hold down a job, be a good air cadet and finish his studies. In retrospect he writes:
“ I didn’t realize that an illness was eating away at my psyche and that the damage would surface one day like the great leviathan in Herman Melville’s Moby Dick. What it came down to was the choice of go in after him or let the leviathan destroy me. My life wasn’t all bad, I had some good times, some great times, family trips, drinking sessions with my dad, and some friends who watched out for me no matter how crazy I got. In many ways, I was an extremely lucky kid.”
Ofter being locked in a room for a 100 days in some hellish psychiatric institution in the 1980s he reveals the stigma that has been around for sufferers of mental health where the one who is ill finds themselves further demoralised by people who are supposed to help him and instead, give the wrong medications which exacerbate the condition.
Finally he finds a drug, Depekote, that not only works for him but returns him to normality and learns how absolutely vital it is to get the right medication. Leif’s mission is to bring awareness to bipolar disorder by educating people about it. His life experience has served him well:education is absolutely paramount for the right treatment of bipolar disorder or any mental illness. And by his work, Leif has lit a torch to carry forward into the world.
Stephanie Sorrell(MA in psychosynthesis psychology)