What Are Some of the Wrong Things To Do When You Have a Mood Disorder and Schizophrenia

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Well, dear readers, I seem to have danced with the devil one more time and come out the other side unscathed. As many of you may know, I recently started investing in the Stock Market. I started out with some very good advice from a friend’s dad who wanted me to carefully place my money into solid companies for the long term. I had some extra capital, so I thought I would make one or two more risky investments. I did fairly well. One time, I put money into a stock then went to check on it later to see it had gone up more than $1,000.00 and so I sold it. Another time I placed an order to buy a certain stock and it went ballistic just as I bought, and mere minutes later I sold the stock for a $400.00 profit. But then I bought an energy stock that deals in oil and gas that seemed really stable, and after I bought it, some very bad news came out about the company and its leadership and I lost just about that whole $1,000.00 I was so happy to have gotten.

It is funny how much investing in stocks can be like gambling. I got so absorbed with investing that I found myself scraping for news, waking up early to check the price of my stock. I decided it was too much. I have other things, very enriching things to spend my time on that won’t rob me of my life savings. I ended up selling all my positions and buying what basically amounts to two mutual funds. They pay a dividend of around $100 a month and I am going to set things up so that the dividends go to buying more shares. I plan to add more to the investment as I can afford it from month to month, but basically my investment, if it follows historical price projections, will give me a little nest egg to have when I am 65 years old, all I have to do is leave it sit.

I should have known that I would obsess over stocks. I obsessed over casinos and scratch tickets and those vile machines we have in bars called video lottery terminals. I don’t know all the science to it, but it seems gambling makes a person addicted to their own adrenalin. I had the good fortune to pick up a book yesterday by a financial advisor who also studies buddhism and Yoga. His approach to money, and to the many things in life that we should value more than money, is very educational and refreshing.

Above all, I am actually pretty amazed that I was able to stop looking at and buying stocks so easily. It may seem funny to mention this here, but recently I have been taking small amounts of Cannabinoid Oil and it seems to have made a huge difference in my mental health (warning: I am not a Doctor and people can react to CBD oil so consult a physician or psychiatrist before trying it). It seems to help me to sleep (I have been getting 8 and 9 hours of uninterrupted sleep since I started using it) and it also seems to help me with my angry and miserable moods. I am not going to go ahead full bore and recommend it here though, it is much too soon to say if the oil has lasting, positive effects, but I have been able to greatly slow down my intake of sleep remedies and it seems to work well with my antipsychotic medication. I feel better than ever, but a little prone to stay in bed.

Just to say something about myself, I wanted to mention I am extremely happy today because I bought the LP “Revolver” by the Beatles today. I have been really getting into music lately, and I think it doesn’t hurt that I recently connected with an old friend from my youth who had a career as a musician and is an absolute record nut.

Also, I thought maybe this would be a good place to mention that I have been getting attention from some Ivy League Universities. First, I published an article in “The Schizophrenia Bulletin” which is put out by Oxford University Press (yes, same people who wrote the dictionary). Attention from them in the form of a publication got Yale University interested in having me write a peer review of an academic paper, and then I also recently found out that the British Journal of Psychiatry will be running a 500 word story I wrote for them. To me this is pretty amazing, but I also wanted to mention that over the past four weeks, I have been taking a class that has totally changed how I look at journalism. It was put on by “The OpEd Project” Op Ed is short for opinion/editorial. I actually didn’t know very much about Op Ed writing at all, but I sent a couple of articles to a news magazine called “The News Station” and they seemed to classify my work as Opinion Editorial pieces. So, wanting to get more publishing credits, I searched and found “The OpEd Project” and applied for their class on a partial scholarship basis. It was simply amazing and I encourage anyone who feels they have a valid opinion on a subject they feel they have expertise in, and want to find out how you can change the world, check out their class. If you decide you want to take one of their classes, contact me at viking3082000@yahoo.com and I will give you a promo code that will save you a few Yankee dollars.

With that, dear readers, I would like to wish you a wonderful weekend and great joy in your lives. As always, I would love to hear your feedback, opinions, stories, poems and jokes at any time. Until then, live with passion!

By the way, thanks Christine, I think your prayers helped!!

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